5 years ago today, our lives changed forever when your life came to a tragic end. Never in my wildest dreams did i ever imagine living my lifewithout you, and if im honest its been the hardest time of my life and that of our childrens lives Steve.
All i've ever hoped and prayed for since you've been gone is that somehow, somewhere your okay and your happy, and your proud of the way we have coped since.
Life for us all as had to move forward, time just wouldn't stand still, the world never stopped turning even though thats all we ever wanted.
There as been so much heartache, sadness, anger and tears. There's also been many bittersweet moments, where you should have been here, and your presence at them times as been missed even more so.
Even though we had no choice but to move forward and take very different paths in our lives to those we had planned together, I want you to know you have and always will remain a very important part of us all.
Im so proud of our children Steve, thay have survived the worst a child could ever have to deal with, and they have become young, beautiful, kind, intelligent adults, and thats because they have so much of you that lives on in them.
Im a different person also, I know I've changed, my priorities have changed, losing you as taught me what to value in life, its not about being rich or having all the latest possesions, or what I have not got, its about what I had, though our time together was a brief time when you look at life as a whole, I look at what you gave me, you gave me three beautiful children, you taught me so much about the person I was and the person I was to become, which as proved invaluable and I believe that is why slowly Im coming to terms with the tradgedy of losing you too soon.
You have and always will remain in my heart Steve, for as long as I live and no matter how my life turns out, I will always love you and will miss you every moment that I breathe.
I want to thankyou Steve for choosing to spend twenty years of your life with me, even though I shall always regret not having you longer.
Rest In Peace Steve, safely in the knowledge that our children and I was so very lucky to have had you in our lives, and we shall carry you in our hearts always.
So very much loved and so sorely missed.
Love always and forever
Karen xx Steven xx Jade xx Taylar xx
My Friend
Hi Karen.
I think of you often and hope that all is well with you.I know how much you miss your Steve, I will always light a candle for him.I send my Love and best wishes to you and your loving Family Take care Karen Love from Jane xx
merry xmas
5th christmas without you babe, still such sadness because its never been the same since you have been gone and it never will be, we all love and miss you so much darling, and though life is carrying on without you, please no its never what we wanted, we would give anything to have you back with us, but it will never be, because we have prayed and wished for it so much. party in heaven babe and stay with us for the rest of our lives and I hope one day we are all back together again. Love you always and forever steve, love karen, steven,jade and taylar... and max xxxx
Christmas Time
Happy Christmas Steve Thought this would get easier doing this but my god no, hope your lookingt after yourself have a good one xxxx
Christmas Wishes
For My Friend Karen and her loving Family.
I wish you a Peaceful Christmas.
Please know you are in my thoughts
Love from Jane xxx
For Karen and her Family
Hi Karen.
It is brilliant to meet you.It is always such a pleasure to light a candle for your Darling STEVE.I know how much you miss him..because I miss my Darling Graham just the same.I hope things are going well for you and your Family
Take care Always Karen.Love from Jane xxx
If u love me as a friend u'll read the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love.
If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever...
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For Karen and her Family
May time heal your Heartache.
May friends heal your Pain.
May Peace replace Heartache.
May loving memories Remain.
Love from Jane xxx
Im Sending you a Hug
Sometimes its nice to get an unexpected hug.
For no other reason than just because your thought of.So while you are reading these words dont think of them as just words...Think of each one as a hug from my heart to yours.Love to you Karen and your Family from Jane xxx
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